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Various Past Lives (Recordings: 2005​-​2008)

by Chords Are Dead

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1.
Axis 1 03:12
She presented as such a nice girl Eye contact was appropriate Axis one Disorder severe With mood congruent… Digging for days in the backyard Now overgrown with weeds The flowers hang their heads down shuddering Show some fucking respect for my disease Dear mother I regret to inform There’s a stranger in our home Are you afraid Are you afraid like I’m afraid Are you afraid like I’m afraid She says there’s something so lonely About the way the walls meet the ceiling Chorus
2.
Upright 03:01
I am afraid of girls. She nods and smiles at me She stares into the sun I want to touch her I don’t want to touch her In- sensation It’s a little simpler than that It’s a little simpler than that We are not that kind of girl Who last more than one night with boys like Impossible days and sleepless nights I can see it in your eyes I want to be inside I don’t want to be inside Press our wrists together To see the blood flow We are not that kind of girl Who last more than one night with boys like She has holes in her jeans And he’s a fucked up machine You and me we are so heavy She’s picking her face again She’s picking her face again But I am amazed the ground does not give way We remain upright We remain upright You are my mythology I am afraid of girls She nods and smiles at me She stares into the sun I want to touch her
3.
Adair 02:20
You’re on my teeth And you’re on my tongue You’re in my throat And you’re in my lungs But you can’t hear a damn thing I’m saying Saying You bring that dirty woman Into my house You act surprised when I kick you out But you can’t even bring yourself to say it Say it Adair Six weeks in And it was already love My little stone Of skin and blood My son had a name and I knew it mother Father When we came back From that shallow grave Dirt on our hands From the mess we’d made My son had a name and I knew it mother Father Adair I smile at strangers everyday And I shake their hands I’m so tired Of being contained In this bag of skin And this tyrant brain And when I scream all I hear is static Static Things are just pictures Of what they were But at this time It all that matters And when I scream all I hear is static Static Adair
4.
I was 13 and terrified My face was lit up by the numbers on the phone Every night the radio was talking to me And every night I would lose all my teeth Seven years later I lay on your floor The sound you made Was so familiar And I have to admit I was relieved I needed that shit To make sense of things At night we’d shake and shake We’d watch the walls mouths open grinning into cracks And I would cry in the empty shells of shower stalls Shoot me up with empathy And watch me fall Chorus I swear to you, I have been touched Instead of pills I swallow stars I see the lines between your thoughts And I hear the numbers in your words Are silverbullets loaded in our silver guns
5.
Alice 02:37
She was too young To be hurt By what was in my veins So I’d crawl in her bed Listen to the noise Tried to understand the message She’d bring me water She’d bring me bread When I’d shake the bars of my cage She’d bring me water She’d bring me bread When I’d shake Oh that loneliness That turned to ache Oh that metallic taste Will you play along With my deceit The smell of dirty hair and defeat Chorus I spent days Underwater With my compass Pointed to the sky It’s so much bigger than me It’s so much bigger than you
6.
Before it all went black and white And I was loud and full of fight Canary in the coal mine Canary in the coal mine But we are such small animals Our wrists and knees are vulnerable Canary in the coal mine Canary in the coal mine She was made of carbon I was made of glass We locked ourselves in the bathroom We pulled it out and laughed We were still laughing When that story changed He was taking he was taking We’d watch the darkness fall and try To push our toes into the sky And I could not get any higher I could not get any higher Later we’d separate by force As soon as you’d get home of course You’d call me on the tin can telephone Won’t make it through the night alone Chorus But we are such small animals Our cries for help are inaudible Canary in the coal mine Canary in the coal mine Chorus
7.
She's Loose 06:01
So I was a little infatuated What’s so wrong with that So she was a little degraded What’s so wrong with that She’s loose She has a heart somewhere in that cage She’s loose And it rattles noisy and it keeps me awake Can you see me in the state I’m in Do you know my shame Do you feel the same So I admit it I was obsessed Nothing you haven’t seen before It isn’t even really a sickness It’s just I needed so much more Chorus I want to touch you where it hurts And the red lights looked like roses And the green lights looked like mold And I knew that if I cut my wrists That the sky would bleed for days Four days

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released January 17, 2013

guitars, voice- Amelia Terry
drums- Tim Whitehead
guitars- Michael Noonan

all music by Chords Are Dead, all lyrics by Amelia Terry
Recorded at Colin's Beatnik Dungeon, Oakland CA

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